after feeding ozzy at about 3 am.. i creep back into bed to JUST SOB.. plain and simple just sob.. so much was going on.. I was hitting a wall.. it woke AT while we were talking thru my tears.. a tad half awoke to say "mom I will help you.. " i crawl next to you.. to squeeze and rub your back.. THAT alone.. just slapped some sense into me.. to gear up and DO.. I can and I will...
I LOVE YOU..