ozzy you have crossed over.. over to the EXPLORE.. you want to see ALL for yourself this awesome world.. I knew you were digging in the dirt.. of course I try to not have you pound it.. but was funny as right before i lean over to get you ( as I was attending to truly, unloading your bentos.. trying to hurry and get your food out).. chiharu.. is almost like 'ozzy's eating dirt ( in her singing voice) ....... yes,yes.. mother of two.. yes, yes.. he is isn't he:)
her is a little something I was lamenting to my jinxy
. is it the fourth child that has lead me to not care about boogers AS MUCH.. combed hair AS MUCH.. holes in jeans AS MUCH.. COMPLETELY not matching.. no lotion all over face CONSTANTLY.... NEVER skipping perfume being sprayed .. ( yes I do this with my kids) seriously SO many things.. a mom yesterday was like ozzy is eating dirt.. I almost wanted to scream at her.. NO shit.. I have eyes.. DIRT has protein in it?? and I stopped caring so much about all that LITTLENESS with truly .. YOU with your 2 kids.. you have no idea... this is ME trying.. this is me at the top of my game.. NO matter HOW bad a mom YOU THINK.. I am.. my kids.. KNOW I love them.. and REALLY what else counts...
maybe I took it a bit too far.. but it seems she is always on me.. with a little singing voice.. OF maybe you need to attend to this or that.. DUDE.. you kids. FOR sure.. know I am giving my all.. you boys let me KNOW you get it.. SURE.. I make mistakes.. SURE I let you down.. but in your hearts.. you KNOW.. YOU KNOW.. I am checked in.. TRYING e for effort is something.. SOMETHING I tell you!!!!!!!!!!
then again in her defense.. I COULD actually be defensive cause I KNOW there are so many things I miss. so many wipes.. cuddles, scooping you up.. holding you.. helping you.. making you do for your own........ simply cause I am only ONE.. just a ONE.....
maybe theres the truth.. I just wish I could be more.. MORE.. bigger and better..
as lets me real. DO I want dirt in your sweet perfect mouth!!!!!! ah that would be a negatory..
Well said. As all mothers feel the SAME WAY!! She probably feels like that from time to time as well. We are not perfect but we do try and given our numerous children and our limits as a person, we miss things we wish we didn't. Just as Julie Beck said in her conference address that ALL RIGHTEOUS WOMEN will NOT be able to do EVERYTHING she wants to. It is supposed to be that way. I believe we are MADE to make choices and our glory is in what we choose. You are AWESOME!!
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