so its around 6 pm.. tad still moaning and groaning.. I think DUDE.. I am going to just GO back to the hospital.. as in my mind.. aren't there better more trained doctors at a hospital???
to really find.. its just a low key office.. BUT ENGLISH SPEAKING doctor.. so I get to REALLY tell him FOR MYSELF.. AS YOUR MOTHER.. everything that you have been doing.. what you have been saying.. eating.. etc.. etc...
WHOA THIS IS AWESOME.. as his english is good enough.. that when I lift truly to sit on the chair in the room.... he says.. MAMA..be careful.. we don't want dislocation in the shoulder.. DUDE.. DOCTOR.. you are so right WE DONT!! we REALLY don't.. as I just super glued her cut she has on the back of her head.. we DO NOT want to be dislocating ANYTHING!!!!!
so he continues to check out tad.. telling me.. japanese just WATCH high temperature.. no motrin.. NOT GOOD..
he smiles big about me wanting to check for appendicitis.. he talks to me about how many children I have.. as he sees the three.. but I tell him my 1st grader is out watching the cartoons..
I TELL him.. I know sick kids.. and THIS one has just been laid out.. HOT.. sleeping a TON. and saying under his ribs it hurts..
so he busts out the ultrasound!!!!!! you check out perfect!!!. he says.. just a bug.. and to just watch him.. NO MOTRIN.... just let his body work..

this all seems funny now.. as I am sitting here.. watching you 100 percent better..

jonah on the way home.. said mom can I help you.. I thought sure.. hold ozzy.. you were saying things like.. ozzy needs to lose a few pounds.. or I would take him.. and you would say.. NO let me try again.. I know a better way to hold him..
maybe when you are a parent someday.. you will look back on this.. and REALIZE.. HOW much this means.. HOW much you helped your mom.. you make life so much sweeter for me!!!!!!