so I had to step out to feed ozzy.. which cracks me up.. no biggie.. I tell them boob in japanese.. which is what they say here.. seriously that is the translation.. tap their boob and say "baby needs boob? even when I was leaving at the end of the day.. the VP tapped her boob and said baby boob?? sure VP that was an hour ago.. and ozzy loved the boob!! INNOCENCE!! as its means nothing.. its just how is rolls here..

so I back to me feeding ozzy in the first place.. Jonah was waiting for his turn.. so he stepped into the office with me.. hurried then ran upstairs to his activity of hot potato ball.. jonah grumpy face at the end as he wanted to be one of the kids that got to go in the middle.. I got after you a little too hard.. but I wanted you to understand these people are giving you their best!!! at ALL times.. to see your grumpy face, they are going to think its something they are doing.. I don't even want them to feel that we do not appreciate all that is done.. I suck.. I am sometimes don't know how to guide you along.. as I was told by a father that speaks english while I was with Tad .. they kept trying to get you to play.. but you just sat with a pout not wanting to play. I think really you just want AT to be here today so BADLY.. as AT is the superstar to you here.. mom just cant even make up for much.. as AT comes in and you light up as he will help you understand what is being said.. make YOU feel understood.. explain all that you have been missing.. aaaaaahhhhh feel so bad that I cant help you one bit sometimes..

oh well this is good for us all.. the things that make you work the hardest are the times you remember the most!!!