after SEEING the lunch myself.. I HAVE NO PROBLEM.. continuing to make you bento every LOVING day..
ALSO now see how they KNOW every bite.. you are sitting in your desk( in the FRONT row, right IN front of teacher desk mind you) .. not off to a lunch room.. the LUNCH comes to you..
so interesting.. as I don't want to say funny or sad.. but just interesting how AT watched you on parents day.. to turn to me and say. he hasn't a CLUE as to what is going on.. ( what the HELL.. for reals????? )
rather then be sad.. thinking DUDE.. what do you dream about all day.. where are your thoughts.. I will dig into the part of me that thinks.. this is LIFE.. great LIVING each breathe each day LIFE.. new experiences to make your mind and heart GROW....1
but appreciation.... this is good , this is okay...... it is sunday morning.. I have replayed the parents day OVER and OVER in my mind...... loved, snuggled, carried you on my back on the way home from the train ( late LAST night after LONG beach day) , showed you, your crocs.. to point out the i love you in sign language giblet.. to say"hey I bought THAT one.. so you NEVER ever forget.. HOW much I love you"
to get a response of a little grin.. and " I know"
( sidetone....a tad go HEY, pointing to his sandal that says birki's.. this says LOVE ...... YES tad it SO DOES'!!! which side note to the side note.. YOU didn't need crocs.. cause YOUR feet don't sweat and EMBED smell into them like jonah's did ( and HAD to be thrown away!!!!!) , or else I would have bought you crocs also.. but your BIRKI"S ROCK!!!!!!!)
but anyways ever since friday.. my heart, my thoughts.. my hand on your head.. shoulder. grab your hand squeeze it three times.. JONAH.. I love you.. so proud of you.. dude YOU are doing it.. you have DONE it.. I just assumed from day one.. THIS is WHAT WE ARE GOING to do.. this is BIG......
never EVER guessing or stopping to think.. will this be too much.. but looking back.. WHOA to the WHOOOA .. my expectations of you boys.. WHOA.....
well at least I know.. you SOOOOO can rise to ANY occasion.. REALLY.. REALLY the SKY IS and WILL always be the limit..

lets go and DO, be our greatness!!!!!