thats not choosing the RIGHT.. thats NOT CHOOOOOOOSSSSSING the right!!!!

nailed me.. and guess what TOTALLY calmed me down!!!!!!! its just POOP!!!!

so it started out like this.. ozzy down for a quick nap before bed time.. you boys finished din din.. and I say jump into the bath that is already filled and ready.. then here comes truly diaper off and step into the bath/shower room. ONLY TO THEN decide to POO.. and with out going into the details..its POO.. FREAKING POO..
so you boys are splashing around in the tub while TRULY is screaming at the top of her lungs.. POOOOO POOOOOOOO.. yes I can see that.. but she is freaking cause its on her.. and she can SEE it on her feet.. GROSS mommy GROSS mommy.. WHILE almost going into hysteria..
I soap and clean you off quickly.. then put you in the tub with your bros
I get to cleaning which WAS more work than I THoGHT.. the drain system here is like a TIGHT super TIGHT strainer.. just hard to explain.. then the disinfecting part.. I was trying to think clearly and reasonably which is ALWAYS hard when it comes to cleaning..as I start to IMAGINE all the places IT MIGHT have gotten..

I poke my head out to hear, in fact ozzy was awoke and is CRYING for me.. I breathe in as I HATE to hear you cry!!!! you are NOT demanding.. so I REALLY try to attend to you lightning speed..

then TAD decides this is a good time to STEP OUT INTO TO IT..

I FREAK then start washing you as fast as possible cause YOU ARE OUT!!!!!! as soon as I can wash you.. YOU are done.. I suppose I was rough. but you were fighting me.. and YOU SOOOOOOOOO KNEWWWWWWWW not to get out.. I had said it over and over.. stay put.. I handed both you boys the scrubs in side the bath tub and TOLD you to get to work!!!!!
but tad wanting to add his tadness.....
anyway you start to cry saying MOM YOU ARE NOT CHOOSING THE RIGHT!!!!!!
oh my word.. TOTALLY stopped me DEAD IN my tracks.. YOU are right.. tad.. ok.. its just poop I will finish cleaning you off slowily then put you out to go run and put pj's on..

I finish cleaning ..
then run to grab ozzy he SO needs to join in on this circus:)

while dressing in the pj's in the hall.. tad says mom.. you just need to choose the right and when you get mad.. breathe..like this.. ARE you kidding me.. jonah was right there saying the same thing.. just breathe mom when you get frustrated just breathe..
I asked jonah well what I am suppose to do when you guys LITERALLY don't listen until I get heated?? you say
mom just stay calm.. just say I am staying calm .. i don't want to get frustrated I am asking you again... stop doing that..
DUDE FINE.. I will try.. I will remember to hold you both to it!!!!!
thanks for trying to teach your mom!!!! you do it in such a way that is SOOOOO easy to take!!!!! I hope when you are teenagers you WILL be this open to telling me where I am completely failing:)


this is you showing me how to breathe in and out:)