can I just say NIGHT and DAY.. I have really felt my jonah come back... of course still has a temper.. but who doesn't.. but NOT SOOOOOO much build up anger......
funny how chiharu emails me to tell me.. SO many PEOPLE missing you.. wondering where you are..... I am SURE this is the case.. I AM SURE you partly are to blame.. as your frustration blocked your heart from being open..............
but WHERE were these children.. WHY WERENT THEY coming over?? inviting you over??????
missing the back yard.. missing the culdesac.. where it just a big melting pot!!!!!
then the thought crosses my mind.... did I let you down?? did I NOT let you have enough friends come over.. did I keep you inside.. should I have been pushing ozzy more... truly more.. not worried so much about naps???
should we have been at that park across from tads school MORE??