my heart will always have a VERY special place for just takumi!!! JONAH your heart BETTER have a special place for this here takumi..
as you come running home.. buzz.. all out of breathe.. you don't even wait to come up to tell me.. you tell me thru intercom.. MOM.. MOM.. big takumi told me to meet him at the park at 4.. you know.. nakamachi park...
so you come up.. we wait till 4.. then i HOPE
1. you understood him correctly!! you will be crushed
2. that I have the right park.. nakamachi.. i even asked AT which park is that.. he was OF NO HELP..
we get there.. to SEE there he is.. its as if he scoops both tad and you up.. you play!!!
he is a sixth grader.. which is what you live for.. playing with the older kids!!!!! i come back to get you boys.. tad is ALL worn out.. he starts to cry cause someone took you baseball.. which i KNOW is just a misunderstanding.. as right away.. takumi is acting out how is bounced and went ( he doesn't know where..) i am trying to calm you.. while getting mad.. as i DO NOT want takumi to think I THINK anything.. but just gratefulness for playing.. more like MAKING my jonah-kuns DAY, he then freaking gives you HIS baseball telling me GIFT....!!!!!! EEERRRGGGGGG..... I NEED.. I HAVE TO HAVE MORE GRATEFULNESS!!!!!!
we go to buy drinks.. we get takumi one.. of course thank you kindness. he keeps trying to tell me something??? I CALL AT.. he tells me takumi is saying I can go to kumon with your boys tuesday and thrus.. we can go together..
SUCH SWEETNESS... breaks my heart a bit, that most likely i will never see the young man he becomes.. i will never FOR MYSELF get to say the words I want him to hear from me!!! but I will be able to slap him a high touch in heaven.. as HE WILL BE THERE... he is PURE!!!! oh my word.. we love this here boy!!!!!