I realized tonight that you kids have shielded mom!!! while trying to get into this hot yoga bar ( which has been such a PAIN as I literally am bound by not knowing the language. as you cant just pay per session or even pay for 6 months in advance.. it has to be thru a bank account automatic withdrawal.. THEN we had to get a stamp.. which AT had to go to the bank to figure out what the heck a stamp was.. THEN you have to make a reservation EACH session.. you CANT just show up without a reservation WHICH HAS to be made over the phone or online.. WHICH IS all in japanese!!!!!!
this happening to a girl that does NOT wait around for AT!!! this happening to a girl that went down to lowe's to get her OWN snowblower to unload it herself!! this happening to a girl that wants to be taught how to fish.. don't just give it to me!!!!!!!

soooooooooo after getting the shaft at the yoga bar.. with AT translating over the phone for me as I didn't understand all the rules.....
mom broke down and cried a little...... just for being so DEPENDENT on AT ( that is getting SO OLD to mom).. and cause I was SOOOO excited to sweat a bit and drop 5 pounds TONIGHT:)

then not paying attention took the express home instead of the local!!!!! as I sat there all alone.. I thought man when I have you kids with me.. I am completely distracted by each one of your needs, thinking what the next step is going be.. always on alert to not make any trip take longer that it needs to be.. making it as fun as possible.. seeing what YOU all want...
as I sat there in quite peaceful thought.. I thought what a TRUE gift, blessing it is to be a mom.. to be selfless just automatically comes with it....

then to top if off I got to see a lady that was truly in a bad mood or maybe she was hearing voices?? I couldn't quite tell but she not being able to sit still moving around bummed into a rather large man.. then dusted herself off like where he had touched her was germ infested.. then calling him fat and all sorts of bad japanese WHICH is moms specialty!!! I KNOW all the bad words:) this literally helps me in NO way!!!!!
I quickly dusted myself off to get my STRONG will of "I WILL be doing hot yoga" just a couple more rules to figure out and I am in!!!!!!!!