it was NEVER my intention to take away from you.. or to continue to spoon feed you till you were 18.. but that is the path I was on.. being here has made me see my gift is to sit back and WATCH you.. you are ALL powerful.. I am NOT to ride the ride for you?? although many times I would just assume put you all on my back so I may take the hits for you..
HOWEVER what empowerment it is for you to be almighty doing and BEING!!! you have legs.. you have thoughts.. you have solutions!!!!!!
let this be a lesson to me.. I can ONLY be MY BEST.. hoping that YOU"LL desire to be your BEST the easy way.. but has mom chosen the easy way.. NO WAY!!! I should expect that you would like to take the hits and learn from them also:)
I am in AWE of what you can do!!! I can NOT believe my eyes sometimes or my ears of your thinking and continuing to step up to the plate.. even if you cant quite reach it.. you put one foot before the other and find yourself on top of that hill????
how in the HELL did I deserve to get to see this???????
jonah and tad telling mom to step back with trues and ozzy underneath the roof as it was sprinkling rain.. THEY would hail that taxi for us all..
I can NOT remember the last time I heard complaining of walking or not this again.. YOU KNOW.. I remind you DAILY.. I CAN NOT DO THIS WITH OUT YOU!!!!! I need you to play with truly and ozzy when they are up.. be their friends.. then when they nap.. play WII till your eye balls fall out..
but I just COULD NOT do this without you boys!!!!
most of all their is a little sweet shield over us.. I FEEL it!!! do you??