oh my GOSH.. this is my LAST picture... what HAPPEN to me taking SO MANY??????? never mind that.... let me tell you.......
so we get int the cab to head harajuku... in the cab ride.. we stick to each other.. but thats okay.. truly .. you hung in there.. I brought the carrier as place for you to pull in.. relax.. such a funny thing with ozzy and you.. it really does calm you.. help you.. zone out.... but back to the cab ride.. you were getting tired... but here comes soft.. calm kristin...( which I LOVE that she never tries to match a child.. ) I am THE WORST.. sometimes.. when one of you kids go crazy.. i am an IDOIT that .. goes into.. OH YOU WANT TO SEE CRAZY.. I will SHOW YOU crazy..... i must get better at that..
but she just starts putting a little lotion on your hands. has you rub it together..then a little more.. for your legs.. so on and so on..
we get some curry.. check out some bikes... gets some goodies for the kiddos back home.. come home rest.. to meet up for a donkenhote run.. cant come to japan with out seeing a walmart stuffed into a 7-11:)

just calm....... just easy.........its just how she is...
even now 2 days later.. I should have finished.... as my thoughts are leaving me...... but I just feel so filled... and the feeling that she left behind.. is calm...... I think back.. and I REALLY loved walking thru the meiji forest.. it kinda encompassed the whole three days.. just seeing... just being.... just easy......



even allen later on sunday.. out of now where..said "that sure was nice of the collins to come" I wanted to ask more of what he had been thinking.. but the kids took over...... but no details really need to be discussed...... its just a feeling they left behind.....
the best part of it all...... is we will be able to have it everyday, right next door in 17 days and some change in hours..... we wont start counting down the minutes.. thats just crazy.......